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Friday, October 1, 2010

bye bye black bird

im without words. i feel so


so fragile. you can say?

guys are to blame for destroying girls dreams.  to those girls that dream that there are guys out there that will sweep you off your feet...

to those girls that can say "hey, you know what? HE is DIFFERENT." or "He is not like the OTHERS..."


to those girls who wait for someone like a prince from a Disney movie to come along...


to those girls, all i want to address is that im sorry to say that you shouldnt keep your hopes up




you never really know a boy.




girls should really be like boys.

rude, careless, without hearts.






as i lay here typing this pointless blog i can bet you he is not thinking about me for shit.


that boys will never realize how many tears you cry for them, *and they should never know bc they dont deserve to know such suffering from our part.




that if you end something dont expect them to wait or beg they will move on to the next girl that offers to send their picture.




how i wish i couldnt feel. how i wish i didnt like so much. how i wish this heart would be at least two sizes too small like the grinch's.

today is the day that my fairytale died.  it died and it went to fucken hell.  bc i know i wont think this way again.



YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FAST A BOY STARTS CONVERSATIONS WITH OTHER GIRLS AFTER YOU BREAK UP WITH THEM.


IT FUCKING SUCKS TO KNOW HOW FAST BOYS RECOVER AND MOVE ON...


I hate myself for losing hope in love. i fucking hate myself for being so blind.


it hurts.


it= heartbreak

1 comment:

ANGIE! said...

omg that is horrible!!!!!

Kari don't worry everything will be ok. I think that you can get over this but to have him disrespect you forever will not make you happy you deserve someone that will make you happy forever!!!!!!! Don't worry and don't give up but maybe stop looking for a while, it should come when you least expect it!!!!


and remember I love you with all my heart!!!!

-Angie