i miss you bebe and angie

jose is 70 miles as
i type this melancholic post.
angie is just less than 5 miles.
YET i feel like they are both equally distant.
i need to see them both. Hang out with them. BOND!
yeah sure angie is near but she is leaving this summer and i will not get to go to the beach or do crazy things like the summer before this one.
and my bebe, i had plans to sleep over his house this thursday and friday yet my job demands my thursday to be taken away. only one day for bebe? how about angie??? sure the money is good and all but money should not be all in the world. even more if you have loving tender people around. all my bebe and i did was hug yesterday night. it was the MOST tender loving hug i have ever had. Like that one movie AVATAR, in which the characters bond when joining their strands of hair. It felt BEAUTIFUL, i knew the hug would not last all night. And he had to leave and get some sleep. I enjoyed every second of it.
and that is why i awoke in the middle of the night.
With and instant urge to phone him, hear his voice even if it were from 70 miles away and go back to sleep knowing everything is alright.
but i did not dare to call him beacuse he needs his good rest and i should not worry him any more than he already is.
moral of my late night post: love every minute that you spend with loved ones.
good night lovelies.