remember when u drank alcohol to be cool???

Last thursday, it was the first time in a long time where i danced ska.
The first time i learned to ska, i was super drunk.. you see i was trying to impress a guy that i had once crushed on. that night ended in me spilling coffee all over the starbucks counter and getting their napkins to desperately clean it up. I was a good 15 years of age. july was a good friend to me, he protected me all that night from my crush who was waaayyy to advanced for my own good. july always took good care of me, i was branded by his friends as a little sister of his, so none of their friends tried molesting me. july was/is a good friend of mine. so the last time i saw him i believe i did him wrong as a friend, bc i think he needed my help because now he was the one trying to be cool. hopefully its true what angie told me that he was gonna call me so that i can help him as the little sister i am to him. i can get him his black coffee from starbucks, so when he spills it, i can stop him from getting so many napkins and make an even BIGGER mess, and go back to the counter and ask for another refill. I am glad(this word is an understatement) for the true, sincere friends i have.