deep thinking

I am very happy to be with the man i am with. to be someone's girl is the most wonderful feeling in the world. We are so close to being a year!!!!

I love the way his body drives me wild with desire. lol a quote from Cabaret with Liza Minelli

I love and cherish every single nanosecond that I spent with him.

I adore the way he makes me laugh.

I look up to his outgoing ways.

MONKEY NOISE!!!!

He asked me recently if I looked up to anyone and I told him who and why.


now that i sit in my queen size bed I can not think of anyone that is as strong(both physically and metaphorically) like him.

He is such an awesome human being despite the small obstacles that life puts in front of him. He is certainly not perfect but he sees things in a different perspective that put other men his age, and EVEN some older ones, to shame.



I can't. there are no words to describe what my bebe is. He surpasses by a landslide the definition of a boyfriend. Como dice mi suegra que dicen en las novelas, Ni le llega a los Talones. "he doesn't even reach him to his ankles" :)


I guess what I am trying to say is that I am a very lucky gal to have such a positive role model in my life. I thank God everyday for making me such an airhead with technology.


You see....
if i was any good with technology
then i would have never gotten a virus on my primary pc.
if i would have never gotten that virus on my primary pc,
then i would have never used my other pc
which in turn got a different virus.
And because I am such a nerd
and needed to print out stories that were due
for the newspaper I was Editor-N-Chief in,
i would have never looked for someone to recover my files.
If the first person we went to had not given me such a high fee,
then i would have never gone to my second choice of computer repairmen.
And because i needed them on a wednesday
I asked them to fix it ASAP.
Thus, this meant i had to have the money ready on less than one day
So I had to make a frantic phone call to my employers to tell them i needed to pick up my check,
Because i have sprint, it was awfully hard to call them because my calls were dropped
over and over again.
When i finally reached them,
they told me to pick it up on tuesday
The day before i was supposed to pick up my pc's.
This meant i had to cash in my check very quickly.
and involved alot of driving on my part.
To my surprise cashing my check was harder than ever because i was underage
which meant debit cards and banks were not a place i frequented
so i went to a liquor, and a cashing place
but the check was printed in a way that the print was tilted
the same way if you were to feed a paper into the printer crooked
and thus all the text was no aligned with the sheet of paper but slanted.
So the shop was closed by the time i had cashed with NixChecking.
so it had to be done the following day:Thursday.
I waited for my dad to arrive home from work on this day
I grabbed the first thing i had washed
a favorite pair of Levis and a black spaghetti shirt with slip ons.
and headed to the pc repair destination.
my dad was coaching me along the way
"not to fool us and to make sure everything was installed"
We get there and i am flabergasted waiting to pick up my precious documents,
most importantly Angelica's pictures.
inside was the lady that was always at the computer,
the owner,
and someone i had no yet seen.
The type of man you see and are attracted to
but you never make anything of it because you SOMEHOW know
he looks like the typical guy that has girl's drooling over him.
A TOO GOOd TO BE TRUE SITUATION
and besides after a year of being in a fake relationship
i did not want to be involved with a boy
especially the ones that had girls drooling over him.
My dad talks to the owner if he serviced to residencials
in especifically set up networks
Which i was never able to set up
and everytime i think about the trouble i went through
and countless hours with the operator trying to troubleshoot,
but that is another memoir.
Back to my story...
while my dad was discussing that i asked them to show me what they had put on
this meant they had to connect the pcs with alot of wires
i felt horrible about making them do extra work but
it was a week's paycheck i was giving them.
The owner told the cute man to show me and he did.
i asked several questions
because i have a habit of wanting to know more.
After he was done I apologized, thanked him and left carrying the pc.
my dad already had the other in his car.
we came back and said goodbye
not thinking or making much about the guy who most likely had a huge female fanbase,
i must admit.
and thus,
this special
chain of events
was thew climax of my teenage life.
Forget sweet sixteens and first kisses.
For if in an alternate universe anything had been different,
i would have never met him.

because my computers were bad, i went to fix them, and told angie her pictures were saved, and then her later meeting the same guy who had showed me my pc. and befriending him, and exchanging aims because she knew math and he didnt and finally hooking him up with all of the NBHN before i was convinced by angie to go out with this guy.
This guy,
this guy,
practically made a fool of himself with the ASL and picture texting.
and this guy who made a fool of himself was the happiest thing that ANY one of the Disney princesses would have wanted as their prince charming.
<3>

rescued me and made me appreciated the little.

to conclude:

I AM GLAD HE DOESNT GET ALONG W/ MATH
& I AM GLAD I DONT GET ALONG W/PCS.

sounds selfish but i must admit.
his girlfanbase
would have not loved math as much as i do.
i look up to him would be the answer to his question.