late nights

are anything but fun when you have to work.


i have not time for anything except go to ballys and then work.


i hate feeling so restless. the main motivation for me to keep stepping on in the escalator, is jose. he keeps me on those exercise machines.



men are anything but loyal nowadays. so why do i trust jose so much???





one major difference between my lifestyle and his is that he loves to party. of course there i no denying that he has danced with other girls. up like carrie bradshaw from sex and the city would oh so eloquently ask....do girls turn a blind eye when their boyfriends fool around?


and if this is so, am i advocating this type of lifestyle. Everyone agrees that i have such a strong relationship for my age, can it be true? Or am i too naive to realize that he has other needs and wants?

am i his flower?