the happiest place on earth!

I thought DisneyLand was pretty awesome.



happy birthday bebeeeee!!!

Jose was pampered all throughout the day.







It started out early in the morning when Angie and I went to his house to decorate his Toyota Tundra.


He was so surprised and embarrassed when he saw it. He went back inside his house and sat in the couch until I went to go fetch him. Angie invited us Mickey D's as a token for taking her to school. Instead i think it should have been the other way around.


After that we went to Cal State Los Angeles so he could finish his quiz on matrices...I knew that that would be the only moment in which i get some rest so i slept through his quiz. On the way to Cal State a Semi truck honked at Jose for being his birthday....he was soooo flabergasted.




The only real line we made was when we stood in line to get Jose's free birthday ticket. The first ride we rode on was Space Mountain. After some rides and Honey, I Shrunk the Audience Jose and I came to Its a Small World Ride. The seats were PLASTIC this time, I wasnt thrilled about that. So as I proceeded to tell Jose some trivia about that particular ride, it simply came out the number of girls he had fingered....I was pretty shocked and, i have to admit, disgusted at the fact that he had engaged in that lewd act with other girls.



I was pretty thrown off for the rest of the day. I mean, yeah it is in the past AND before me, but just the fact that he justifies it as a necessity really changed the perspective I had about him. (I do not want to have a great gatsby moment. In which everything I thought that was, really isn't. I do not want to be blind like Gatsby was about the loove of his life. That is something about me that really stands out, If i learn things are different than how i make them to be, it gets me sooooooo extremely sad and disappointed because i had a different view of it. Like when a little girl learns Santa does not exist. It BREAKS my heart literally.) Like would he have told me before when we were dating his views and opinions about that I wouldn't have even thought to date him. But more than a jealous girlfriend, I guess I am mad that I did not have my equal share of experiences.

the good thing about our relationship is that I am comfortable telling him how i feel, which I did and we resumed our disney adventure.



hmmmm.....





also, on the very different side of the spectrum. I saw one of the Jonas Brothers at Disneyland. I wasn't paying much attention to him because first he needs his privacy and second I AM NOT A STALKER!!! well he seemed very teenager like. I do have to brag that we met eyes...He was with other boys not the other kids from the band and only one body guard....he even had a pimple on his cheek/chin which made me kinda happy to know that everyone in this world has embarassing flaws...


jose is still the guy for me i believe. i do not know what he wants from me but he sure is picking at it to make me go into a delirious mad girlfriend rage.




we left disney to fetch the 60 west freeway to dine at Olive Garden. I had fun there as well. AS revenge for the way jose made me feel at the happiest ride at the happiest place on earth, he got a happy birthday jingle from the men employees at Olive. The song had the stereotypical Italian tune. i thought it was hilarious.. Motzarella ta ta ta da, pimpinella, ta ta ta da. Every single word ended with ELLA!!!!!!



hilarious....he was so embarrassed.



TO sum up, i had a blast. however, I dont want Jose to be my downfall, to be my unbroken American Dream like the Great Gatsby came to a realization as he saw the green light shine no more....I wanna be the flower in the little prince in which Jose plays the role of the Little Prince. I want to be special to him. And even though there are tons of flowers, he only has a special bond with one flower. Moi.